I have been away. More than a month, I think.
I've sat down about 100 times, it seems, to write and...nothin'.
It's not that I don't have things on my mind or things I'm thinking through, but I have started at least 4 separate blog posts and abandoned every single one after a few paragraphs.
I don't know why, but I am having some kind of internal struggle about what to say and how to say it. I am fighting that voice inside that says "Who are you to think you have anything at all to say? How self-important are you that you write a blog and have the nerve to post a link to it on Facebook and Twitter?"
There have been some great conversations between myself and others that have lit a fire inside me and I think, "That would be a great blog post!"
Only to have it fizzle and die in no time.
So, this entire post here is to say how much I have nothing to say.
Poignant, I know.
I just miss you...all 3 of you that read. ;)
I miss talking through things on here and hopefully letting others know they are not alone in the everyday stuff that can bog us down.
I miss having a coherent thought come together on paper (or in this case...in helvetica size 12 font).
So, if you could pray that I will figure this out? That would be so awesome. I have constipation of the mind right now and it is awful.
I know God is working on something in me...and whether I'm just slow in getting the message or He's simply taking His time...I don't know.
But I would sure appreciate any intercession!
Thanks in advance!